letters to you

i want to write things. 

and give it to you.

let you read the words i've been wanting to say.

let you know the things i've been feeling all this time. 

so i grabbed my pen.

and a piece of blank paper.

and jotted everything down.

but then,

i'm afraid to hear what you might say,

i'm nervous to know what you think. 

so i tore the paper,

and throw it away,